Sailing Through.

"You are your own worst enemy"
Such a curious statement to make,
It dares to imply that said person;
Intentionally arises each morning
Just to utterly screw their life up!
A rather myopic analysis of a life.

Mean while the "enemy to self"
Is busy digging deeper into misery;
Some form of saddistic pleasure
That has them tripping on chaos
Addicted to fixes of destruction
The rush of running wildly amok

Running not jogging or walking
Mischief knows no patience nor
Of the subtle ways of maturity.
No. It storms through your home,
Has its way with you and your kin
Then quickly leaves shamelessly.

As you ponder over the past events
Dissecting this wreckless creature
Your: child, sibling, parent or lover
Trying to fathom why all your good
Advice falls on deaf ears and eyes.
Stop hurting your self. Let go...

The mind of an "enemy of self"
Is rigged just like a time bomb!
At some point it will explode...
There will be Manic Highs and
Grim Lows... These are the worst.
The dips that submerge to drown.



Suddenly you're trapped and alone
Thoughts mutineering vehemently
Emotions in an ocean of disarray
Your entire being is unravelling!!
Is this what they call "going crazy"
I'm I losing my mind? Oh God no.

As you're trying to figure out:
What the heck is wrong with you,
Why you're malfunctioning and
Failing to subscribe to the norm...
Society is well ahead of you;
Already labled and defined you!

Worry not, it doesn't last forever;
The emo dips and lows I mean...
And don't for a moment imagine
Booze, drugs, sex or running away
Will remedy the 'issue' permanently
They won't. They don't. They can't.

This is some sort of spiritual itch.
It cannot be scratched physically.
You cannot run, for it shadows you!
Stop, breath and pace yourself...
The turbulence will not last forever.
Brave the storm and enjoy the calm.

Hearts Ablaze

Dont you even dare pursue me
If all you intend to do is feed me
The crumbs of your love! No..
Better you keep your distance
And crumb love me from afar.

You see, if I invite you to my love
It shall be a feast like none other
I will feed you endless delicacies
Marinated in a rich love sauce
I'll inebriate you with my essence.

This is a daily choice I'm making
To wake up madly in love with you
To help you be better and stronger
To over come trials & temptations
Our love is a magnificent inferno..

So do not for a minute imagine
That I'll accept medicore loving
I won't deep my toes in your love
I'll dive deep and immerse myself
So that I'm one with your essence.

I am the sobering choice you make
Not an option to fix the loneliness
A choice to be possessed by my love
To be courageous and utterly crazy
In this adventure for the wild heart.

Demons & Dreams.

Set me free and let me run wild
Have me rush among beasts and birds
Jump off cliffs and dive deep into seas
This gives me pure joy, an ecstacy of sorts


It's a different living when you understand
That what's without can't hurt you like what's within
The maddening whispers that scratch below the surface
Reminding me of the personal hell that binds us
A legion that comes to life in full vigour when by my lonesome.


This creatures that have no faces nor names
How could I even express this terrors while I lack the words to describe them
I feel the whispers rising to a proper din...louder they scream!

My heart is pounding. I feel my chest about to burst.
Keep it together... I think to myself.
It's all in my head. Inhale. Exhale...
keep calm. Smile. And move on.






I'm greater than the demons within
These legions that serenade with songs of hopelessness and absolute demise.
A daily endeavor to tame these demons, Let them know their place.
Hopefully even use them to do my bidding...
But so chaotic they are ... Running amok and destroying everything I so carefully built.


These child hood monsters that I so diligently ignored.
Every time they visit, I shut my eyes,hide under the blanket and pray enthusiastically.
Hoping that the monster will pass me over and walk on by.
Childhood monsters that we should all grow out off...
It seems as I grew my monsters copulated and gave rise to these creatures
These hybrid demons that keep getting in the way of my dreams.


Keep calm. Keep it together. Inhale. Exhale. Smile. Master your demons.

Consume.

Consume me.
With your eyes
With your nose
With your heart.

Consume me.
With your soul
With your spirit
With your sweetness.

Consume me.
With your mind
With your madness
With your entire being.

Consume me...

Sweet Serenade

It's the full moon tonight;
The excitement is creeping up
Feel the lunacy breaking free
I can hear you calling out for me.

I hear you howling loud and clear
The howls rush madly from your lips
And latch onto the gusts of night wind
Like a chariots they come rushing forth

Swiftly possessing,quickly reviving
Yes my love, I hear your sweet serenade
Like an obedient child I eagerly answer
Entirely enchanted by your spirit song.



Here I am. Dive in,reach into my depths
Bared by your gaze,wrapped in thy voice
Squeeze my pulse,let your teeth sink in
Excite,thrill,petrify,torment.. Take me

Take me deep into the mystical paradise
That vortex..which only you help surmon
The place of pure bliss yet sweet agony
A magical nirvana at the edge of sanity

Worship You

As I wake
As I walk
As I work
Let me worship you

In each breath
In each beat
In each blink
Let me worship you

As time passes
As family grows
As moments glow
Let me worship you

In my perfect flaws
In my sweet heartache
In my loyal torments
Let me worship you

Like no other religion
Nor any other tradition
Lead me to your heart
So I may worship you.

Slipknot

Whispers in the darkness
Ignorantly eager ears and lips
Ratchet imaginations run amok
Disgruntled souls are at it again
Preparing poisoned nooses for our necks

I wonder what potent venom
The mongers have brewed today
Better still, shall we give in?
Will we offer our necks for hanging!
Or shall we be the victor; never victim

Remember the stories never end
They only gain more salt and spice
They'll amuse your ears and tickle you
To a thunderous laughter when you hear
What the mongers brewed in your honor!

Talk of what happens in your home
Or how you ran into that big money
Even your wellness shan't be spared
What of the new job or friend you got
Neither will your shopping list escape

Worry not my dear, let them talk
Enjoy the unsolicited moments of fame
Just remember their words make a noose
That hangs,should you choose to give in
So mind your business and live your life.