Sunday, November 22, 2015

a meditation on self

In my head,
Everything is everywhere...
Some times its a war-zone; my thoughts fighting and screaming...
The confusion, torture and agony;
should vs. Shouldn't,shall vs. Shant,will vs wont...
All struggling for the position of my final decision...


I like it when its a disco (in my head)...
all the thoughts,memories and wonders come to life...
They are mingling-knowing each other-having fun...
everyone's got drinks,they're all looking hot,they're dancing,chilling even making out...
i should tell you that the disco in my head only serves alcoholic drinks...gateway drugs are allowed...that explains why i remember crazy-random things...
At this point, I'm very indecisive-flirty even a tease; yes-no-maybe-i don't know-who cares...


Mostly i like to be in a trance...
Everything is calm,cool,serene-just perfect...at this time i do not argue,bitch,hate... i'm sane,scheming,highly organized and effective...
in a trance,i rule the world,i get away with crimes,i am dangerous...
In a trance-i operate at a gifted level...
The trance is the climax of my potential... It is where i love to bask...

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