A State Of Trance

Unwell,insane,twisted,outrageous,
Obsessed,possessed...possessed??
Maybe...wild?? Definitely...
I can relate to that word-wild!
Wild and free...

Sometimes in a semi-conscious state,
I can hardly feel the earth beneath my feet,
Creatures of the night hold me hostage:
Bites-bruises-scratches-memories in bits n pieces,
Time keeps playing tricks on me!
At times everything's moves at the speed of light,
Then there is a deceleration;
When everything is in slow motion,
Suddenly time stops!
Everything around me freezes...
I'm in a natural high.

Not even a combination of herbs,
Flavors and
Vaporized vodka
Can bring me to these heights!
Tis a wild hallucination
Where me and my visions become one
The words from my books come to life-
Images in my head have a life of their own
Sometimes i cant take it-its too much...

I start to walk away
But they wont leave me alone
I find myself jogging
Then running into nothingness...
My quick feet don't seem to find the ground
Dilated vessels-uncontrollable heart beats
Lungs overheating-thoughts in disarray!

Its a free fall to a world unknown,
I'm submerged in a strange world
Of illusions and fantasies
I am who i want to be
I am what i want to be
I am where i want to be
Armed and in flight
Ready to flirt with death
In my natural high...